Its been a really long time since I was on here last and thought I would take a few minutes to let you all know that I'm still around. I haven't really felt like posting lately I've been dealing with a few things and until its over I can't really focus on writing. I'm still on my antidepressants, and I am coping with Jennafer moving out. I really miss her, but the way she left was wrong its like she is trying to forget everything that is here. She even left her dog which really pisses me off because no one is wanting to take care of it. Its about to go to the pound so she can get a good home which she really deserves. I'm really Not looking forward to Fathers Day. This year it falls on the 18th which is the day my dad passed away and even with the meds I still cry when I think of him. I know it will get better once the day has passed so, I'm just holding off on dieting. I'm just kind of teetering between 277 and 281 which really doesn't bother me as long as I don't get up close to 290 or even 300 I'll be fine. I figure I still have another week or so to go then I can focus back on my diet, and start posting regularly again. I do have some good news about my son. He finally got a job he likes. He is working as a stock person at Wal-Mart grocery and is making 8.90 an hour. He gets along with everyone there and has made a lot of new friends. Everyone he has worked with has given him rave reviews to the store manager. It has really help him with his weight loss too. He has gone from 251 to 228 so far. He is taking some of his first paycheck and getting him some new pants since his old ones are starting to fall off of him.

Welp I just wanted to let you all know I'm still here and I'll be back again soon. TTYL Ciao Staci.